When The Fingers Dance

Sunday 13 February 2011

For Someone Special

For my love,

She's a friend, a true companion, a kitten in a basket. She's always there when I needed her the most and she'll give me the fullest support in every single thing that I'm doing. She's such a high spirited person with good inner strength as she's willing to face even the hardest and difficult challenge. Yup, she's a strong lady indeed. Well, she's my precious baby girl. What else can I say about this girl? I knew her for almost 4 1/2 years now and we have been together for 4 years, right baby? She brought light into my life and a whole new meaning of the word love to me. She's the enlightenment, a very easygoing person, quite talkative, always laugh at my jokes whether they are good or bad and very frank too. She's so romantic, warm, simply irresistible and lovingly adorable. My life is so full of happiness when I'm with her. She's a companion whom I wouldn't trade for anything else. Truthfully, being with her is such a wonderful experience and I just can't imagine how my life would be if you didn't came into my life baby :)

Everyday is a special day with u...

And you are a companion whom I would never trade for anything else, too.
Indeed, every moment I have with you is just so special...

Happy 4th year, hun :)

Wednesday 29 December 2010

A Journey To Remember

Our lepak spot on first night stranded at Dublin Airport on 21 December 2010.

The scene as early as 4 a.m. in the morning.

Workers cleaning up snow from the plane.

Snow white!

Finally! Leaving on plane to home!!!

Thanks for those who concerned. It was Dublin to London to Paris to Kuala Lumpur. Day 1 stranded at Dublin airport. Day 2 stranded at London airport. Day 3 stranded in Paris. Had bus, flight, coach & ferry (to Paris), then coach & flight again. 4 days 4 nights (instead of a half day) of EVENTFUL journey. Due to adverse weather, but it was all God's will. Alhamdulillah now in Malaysia, I am home!!! :D

Tuesday 14 December 2010

Ada Kalanya

Ada kalanya kita terlupa,
bahawa manusia itu insan.

Ada kalanya kita terlupa,
bahawa manusia tak kan pernah sempurna,

Dan adakalanya kita terlupa,
bahawa manusia itu tidak bebas dari kesalahan.

Terima kasih Tuhan,
Mengingati Mu sentiasa memberiku ketenangan....

Disember 2010.

Tuesday 30 November 2010

Obstetrics & Gynaecology : 18 Oct - 26 Nov 2010

Once upon a time, few days before Halloween...

a gang of groovy medical students were chilling out...with a help, and idea originally from their lovely student coordinator.

They acted and presented a case of a helpless pregnant lady who gave birth to a cat! And make the nice lady consultant, Dr. Kennelly laughed. Because it was 'trick or treat' time ;)

In memory of the National Maternity Hospital in 'Horror' Street.

Among all the 4 sub-specialties, I am most grateful to have completed this module. I have always been comfortable and look forward for Obs & Gynae. Not only that it is a medicine sub-specialty that only deal with women, but also because it covers both medical and surgical part. And I always thought that pregnancy is a beautiful mystery itself.

There is one thing will be well remembered by all. Only those who had experience with him- Prof-u-know-who, could understand the anxious, the stress, the dismay, the tears...

I just don't understand why people choose to be difficult with their students (and other sub-coordinates too). What attitude could we have as privilege to our Professorial standard that distinguish us from others?? NONE!

As a consequences, I never heard any of my classmates who wants to become an Obstetrics & Gynecologist. And if this persists throughout years in UCD medical students generation, Ireland could suffer from lack of Obstetrics & Gynecologist in the future, at the end of the spectrum.

But I still appreciate these people. He is my teacher. He is a great teacher. He wants us to be good doctors. I know all that. Otherwise if they he isn't, he would never meet us in the first place.

Even though the 6 weeks journey was tough, but it did not make me hesitate. If things go accordingly throughout my career time, if there's a chance, I will happily consider to make it into this line.

And now, slowly I fold all the memories in a corner in my little heart. No matter thick or thin, my fellow classmates and I will color our days cheerfully, and this is for sure... :)

Indeed, God is great...thank you Allah.

Psychiatry : 6 Sept - 15 Oct 2010

I know I should have written my Psychiatry entry earlier, but I was occupied after the examination, then it is only now- two months post rotation, that it could be completed.

So let me start this with a ':)'.

I never liked Psychiatry. I always had problems to enjoy Psychiatry. 6 weeks rotation of Psychiatry did not change much of how and what I see the world of Psychiatry. But there is one thing for sure that I noticed in me- I can tolerate Psychiatry now, as part of Medicine.

Amongst all experiences by the bed side, I just hated it that it took me my weekend- Saturday and Sunday, to be on ward chasing after patients just to get their history completed. But I hate it most to have patients who eventually refused, especially when I come to the hospital just to see them on weekend, after we made appointment earlier on.

Thank God, only 3 histories are required for presentation. And that counts for our assessment, apart from the OSCE exam, the MCQ and a reflective essay. Thats it.

Having completed the task, but without knowing our results yet, I would say that our MCQ, and OSCE were not fair. I feel that it was at the MRCPsych standard.

But alas, thats how it went...

So no more Psychiatry after this.

And this make me ':)' again.

Friday 3 September 2010

Summer 2010

The summer is ending. I am going back to Dublin tomorrow.

I had a lovely summer this year. And I am going to bring the memory back to Dublin too.

Good bye Malaysia...see you again next year.